Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Mini Post

Just a little note to say that today, just before my solo flight as a radio talk show host, I was feeling just a little bit nervous. I'd decided to do the show without notes--to wing it, relying on intuition and (ahem) my boundless wisdom, to guide me. Still, I was uncertain what in the world I was going to talk about--alone--for a whole hour. And feeling this way, of course, my mind went blank.

I've learned that there is nothing I can do when I am feeling this way except dive into the pool. So I closed my eyes and said a prayer, "Please guide my thoughts and words today." Then, I pulled the following cards from my oracle deck:

1) To be sure of the road, close your eyes and walk in the dark
2) Now is now, are you going to be here or not?
3) Whatever is exposed to the light itself becomes light.

One minute later (exactly, there's a little voice that counts down the seconds at the beginning of the show) I began speaking. I don't know what I said. Some stuff about giving and receiving and gratitude. Some stuff about light, and the universe and the real meaning of Christmas. And a woman called in with two questions, and I talked with her for ten minutes. And then I was done.

Just thought I'd share that... and send a shout out to my angels who were totally "there for me" today-as always.